Hello world.
Hello world. Lot of things has happened between last post and this moment. First of all I have became father. Also, I believe that I'm very bad father because I write on my computer at the same time while my kid is playing on the floor. By saying this I try to justify my ignoring behaviour and play smart that I know what I'm doing but it doesn't make it any better. At the same time I know no one is perfect and that kids don't need attention 100% of the time. He's 7 months old now and he's the most lovely creature on earth. That's why I feel sad when I find it difficult to spend time with him and hang with him as much as I could. I just feel super tired after playing for five minutes. Not sure how perfect other parents are. I wish I could be better. Second thing in my life is relationship with my love of my life, the mother of our kid, my life partner. She's also the best thing that has ever happened to me. With Eveliina I have felt that someone loves me...
